why sometimes it's best to act silly

today is my 21th day working in malaysia and i still have 3 months and 7 days in this O&G department to be exact.. i would consider myself lucky coz other HO in different hospitals have to work longer hours with higher work load.. the hospital i'm working in is quite a small hospital with less number of beds..

well, everyone in the department know that i already finished my housemanship in UK and just have 2 more postings as HO.. the HOD, specialists and other MOs expect me to act, behave and work like a MO.. which causing me a lot of stress.. first of all, i'm very slow in thinking and acting, which explained by the 9 months of unemployment.. and this is a new enviroment to me.. it's very difficult when they expect me:

1) to know that we have to draw our own heparin in syringe for ABG? well, i'm used to ready-made ABG syringe

2) know where ppl keep the needle, syringe, ice, etc etc on the first week?

3) understand what they'r saying during ward round when they talk as if they just have laryngectomy.. i dun even ask them to speak in british accent!! just be clear.. 

4) O&G is a new thing, it's not the same thing with elderly medicine, GP or placement i've done before.. it's a new skills all together.. 

it's really sad, when they ask us to treat the patients as if they are our husband, father, mother etc etc but at the same time they treat their own colleague like shit.. [of course colleague of lower caste].. heavy workload is something i can cope with, but rude seniors who shout, scream and curse are different things all together.. after all we are all adult and we should behave like one.. 

Dobby, the house elf

i think most MOs/specialists  treat us, HO like a house elf.. if u'r harry potter fan, u should know dobby.. that how we've got treated.. no right whatsoever.. at the end of the day, i just smile and act silly just to get away with their behaviors.. there's no point in dwelling and thinking about it any further that the hospital's gate coz that's the only way for them to express their low self esteem and sense of power.. they'r used to it, it's in their blood.. 

ok, i need to get some sleep.. i'm working from 9pm to 2pm today.. nite nite

MMC and KKM

still unemployed.. well, it's partly due to my fault for not submitting the application forms as early as possible.. at first, i was planning to work after raya haji and now it's almost christmas and i'm still lazing around at home..

'welcome' 

for you guys out there if u have done 2 years of housemanship abroad please please please submit the relevant forms at least 2-3 months well before ur intended date.. for freshly graduate, the process wouldnt take that long because u pretty much arrange everything urself.. but in my case, i need to send different forms to MMC and KKM which'll take about 2-3 months to process. furthermore, i need to wait for KKM to arrange my SPA interview for god knows when..

in my case, it took about 1 month for MMC to decide on my registration and whether i need to do obligatory placement before i get a post as MO.... to no one surprise, it took longer for KKM to process my application... instead of filling the 'borang maklumat peribadi', i need to send 'multiple entry' form so that i'll get gred UD43.. the thing is, i called them soo many times asking whether i need to send different type of form but they keep on telling me that i need to follow the  same process as freshly graduate.. finally, one lady told me to contact different department which is the 'multiple entry'department [as i called] because if i follow the same process, i'll end up with gred UD41..

actually, it's a bliss for not working before new year.. at least, i'll be well into 2nd trimester! .. hehhe

kek pelangi karamel

adik aku aritu dia buat kek pelangi karamel, aku pon try lah resepi tersebut.. sangat sedap and senang.. sebab ade karamel dia bawah nak buat lapis2 dia pon senang..

karamel
2 sudu besar gula kasar

bahan karamel
setengah tin susu cair
3 biji telur kuning
1 teaspoon essence vanilla
60g gula castor - original resepi 70 g tp dikurangkan

lapisan kek
140g tepung gandum
1 tablespoon baking powder [campur kan bersama tepung gandum]
60g [dikurangkan] gula castor - guna gula icing
3 biji kuning telur
45ml minyak masak - ganti minyak jagung
135ml air biasa

meringue
6 biji telur puith
60g [dikurangkan] gula castor - ganti gula icing
1 teaspoon cream of tartar

1) hanguskan gula di dalam loyang, jgn over hangus lak and ratakan2 sebelum gula hangus keras
2) campur egg yolk, susu cair dan gula, kemudian tapiskan ke atas karamel, untuk mendapatkan karamel yg cantik, kurangkan buih2
3) pukul egg yolk dgn air, kemudian masukkan gula dan pukul lagi
4) masukkan air kosong dan minyak masak pukul sehingga sebati.. lastly baru masukkan tepung..
5) sediakan meringue dgn memukul white eggs, cream of tartar dan gula.
6) bahagikan bancuhan ke dalam bekas berlainan dan warnakan ikut rasa hati
7) lapis2kan seperti dibawah.

satu lapis dahulu

hasil dibuat yeneyn, senget

ulang2 lapis dengan color2 yg lain

hasil ditengah

8) masak selama sejam secara bain-marie [water bath], just letakkan satu loyang air dibawah kek sahaja or kalu rajin buatlah water bath btol2
9) makan sejuk2 pon sodappp

hasilnye.... sedap

kek marble gebu

well, bukak2 almari, tgk2 ade 2 tupperware marjerin yg tidak digunakan.. ape lagi, carilah resepi utk buat kek.. google2 resepi jumpa lah resepi glamer ini..

kek marble

300 g marble
280g tepung + 1 teaspoon baking powder
250g gula castor
1 camca besar ovalette
5 telur
50ml susu cair

1) pukul mentega and tepung dahulu dan ketepikan
2) pukul gula, telur and ovalette skali dan setelah kembang campurkan bancuhan mentega dan tepung
3) tambah susu cair
4) bahagikan ikut warna dan lapiskan utk kek marble
5) masak 180 degree selama 40-60 min

sedap n senang

kek nih sedap, moist dan gebu even after few days.. selamat mencuba!!

happily married

notices that my blog has been abandoned for months.. really busy lately with post wedding cleaning, sorting out surat nikah and stuffs.. LDM [long distance marriage] currently.. boss in KL and i'm here, in kampung doing various jobs to make ends meet.

dah sebulan lebey aku kawen.. n masih malas nak sambung keje.. i think i've been unemployed for almost 3 months.. [ 3 months in a week time to be precise... hehhe].. borang MMC sudey hantar before i went for my honeymoon to sabah.. my gut feeling tells me that i'll have to do O&G and paed to get full registration... hoho.. i'll be the oldest HO in history.. and hello suffering, sleepless nights, and tortures..

the best moment in my life - honeymoon to sabah

bride journey 3.0

10 MORE DAYS people!!!!

gabra. takut. sedih. gembira. bercampur-baur macam air teh tarik yg dah 100 kali kena tarik.. been running around everyday.. brg hantaran. order kuih. book rest house for my friends. bunga telur. settlekan baju. fitting bridal. jemput org kawen... non-stop.. and yes mengecat my house new extension...

 OMG OMG, cant believe it! di sini

bride journey 2.0 - DIY tudung dan veil

demi menyelamatkan duit aku, aku nekad nak buat DIY for veil and tudung... baca few blogs yg menarik bg advice pasal macamana nak buat veil.. blog ini memang bagi idea lah sedikit sebanyak macamana nak buat veil.. aku ape lg, cuba lah..

step 1
choose kain chiffon or lace - aku pilih chiffon sbb baju aku dah sarat ngan labuci2 dr lace.. aritu ade sale kat kamdar, sepatutnye rm19 semeter, tp jadi rm19 for 2metre

step 2
ukur kain di badan sendirik.. heheh.. sebab aku nih pendek jee, aku potong kain chiffon tuh jadi 1.5m

step 3
guna lebihan lace dari baju akad utk jadi ditampal di veil.. ikut creativiti masing2 nak design camne

step 4
potong kain chiffon berbentuk D, meaning bahagian belakang veil dibulatkan dan jahit tepi

huhu, x reti nak potong sangat

step 5
tampal lace di bahagian kain veil yg akan diletakkan di bahagian atas tudung di hadapan

upah adik aku 20 euro utk jahitkan sulam kat veil

step 6
kalu rajin letak lah manik di border kain.

step 7
kalu nak sarat lagi tampal lah manik or tampal lagi byk lace secara random.. tampal sulam sesedap rasa..

tada, ready to go, tudung beli kat ariani, kosong saja, nanti tampal manik

selamat mencuba

bride journey 1.0

aku telah selamat pulang ke malaysia.. best best.. lega sgt.. hopefully orang2 kat UK byk2 bersabar ngan riot yg menjadi2 tuh.. mengganggu ketenteraman awam btol lah..

well, lebey kurang 30 hari aku bakal menamatkan zaman bujang aku dgn boss.. kalut jugak lah byk mende nak kena buat.. aku nih kan kedekut soo i'll try to cut cost as much as i can.. aku ada beberapa advice utk org yg jugak senasib dgn aku kalut cari baju akad, make-up etc etc..

BAJU AKAD
aku guna utk akad nikah obviously and recycle utk reception belah laki. kak aku dah amik measurement aku before aku fly last yr..  soo dia just beli kain lace from gulati's and tempahkan dulu.. tempah kat boutique area bangi.. cost tempah rm200..  tp kain lace itu only 2m, kirenye cukup2 utk bahagian baju kurung moden tuh.. mula2 bile baju dah siap tailor advice cari lace kosong and derang akan tampal bunga utk part kain tp maybe sbb tedious sgt nak buat derang refuse.. derang nak tampal terus bunga kat kain, tp kain jadi nampak x cantik, kedut2.. soo aku biarkan jee lah.. at least bley recycle gi function mana2..

pegi butik pengantin mmg jadi rambang mata di sini

ok lah gak jahitan dia, sedap pakai.. dgr cite dia nih ex-wife pemilik boutique pengantin glamer kat kajang.. lepas cerai bukak kedai kat bangi lak..rasanya nama Dzihni boutique kut.. x ingat..  tuh n kak aku setelah selidik2 dgr pasal boutique kat bangi nih, terus lah tempah.. dekat gile ngan umah kak aku.. tgk baju2 lain kat boutique dia pon cantik2..

so kepada anda yg nak kawen, kalu nak buat full lace, sile beli kain lace cukup2.. bagi aku baju kurung moden just nice utk akad.. hentam jee lah lace kat baju, at least bley pakai waktu2 lain..  and kalu korang jenis macam aku, kalu ade lebihan lace belah dlm baju, kulit korang jadi gatal sile mention kan kat tailor yg korang nak jahitan tuh nanti, xde lebihan lace belah dalam..

nanti2 lah aku post gambar baju akad.. tak surprise lah nanti

Sold. Sayonara. Sad.

 i'll be leaving on a jet plane in the next 24 hrs.. no more turning back.. nadaaa..

pink bike, hope you enjoy ur new life with the new owner..
always cherish our memories.. u've been  very good to me.. 

i've been counting the days and now when it comes, it just feels soo surreal.. mix feeling. Sad. Excited. Tired. sold my pink bicycle already.. terima kasih ebay bidders coz the price went up to 100+.. n because of that, i bought my mum a new skechers shape-up sandal.. mak aku ade tanye ape jenis sandal tuh, aku jawab, sandal utk cantikkan buntot mak.. hahaha..

aku juga dah buat few small dinner parties for my close friends.. ye lah, bukan sll nak jumpe.. plus it helps to empty my kitchen cupboard pon..

my luggages cam dah berat gile.. hopefully less than 30kg.. wedding stuff. presents. clothes. shoes. etc etc..

and today, first day and last day puasa di UK.. karang iftar ramai2.. baru best..

i starts to feel soo tired just from thinking about the long flight home!!

oreo cheesecake

well, i'll be leaving UK in 4 days.. soo ape lagi, aku mesti testing resepi oreo cheesecake ciptaan aku sbb cheese kat UK murah.. the day after aku balik dr paris, aku terus pegi tesco n borong brg utk buat cheesecake..

ingredient
4 packets of oreo
500 gm cream cheese
50g melted butter
quarter cup castor sugar
essence vanilla
2 tablespoon cornflour
375ml double cream [ whole elmlea double cream tub]
2 eggs

1) for biscuit base: crush 2 packets of oreo and add melted butter.. gaul sampai rata and then ratakan atas spring foam, bake for 10min n cool it down.. grease the side with butter
2) mix cream cheese, double cream, vanilla essence and sugar [ the cheese mixture kalu x manis sgt ok sbb the oreo dah manis]
3) add eggs and cornflour
4) crush 3/4 packet of oreo, not too small, about 3-4 cm.. fold it in the mixture
5) masukkan atas biscuit base tadi.. n susun oreo on top
6) bake for about 20 min, 170 degree, double bath.. bile tgh2 cake still wobbly and cair [about 5cm], switch off your oven and open the door slightly. biar cake dlm oven for about 1 hr..
7) chill your cake overnight

selamat mencuba!!!

Eiffel i'm in love

yes, i went to Paris, City of Romance for 3 days and 2 nights.. and NO, i didnt went there with my boss aka fiance.. pegi dengan kawan and her parents.. tagged along.. wajiblah pegi paris b4 balik msia kan.. ape kelass x pegi paris lagi kan.. ape nak jawab kalu orang tanye?

well, hotel best.. cantik.. tp the only downside, xde kettle dlm bilik.. mmg x best.. and i thought there will be rows of patisserie tp yg banyaknye kedai kebab, japanese and chinese restaurants.. found few.. tp jumpe by chance jee..

harus ada gambor lompat

tempat2 yg wajib pegi
1) Eiffel tower
2) Notre Dome
3) Petit Palais and Grand Palais
4) Arc de Triomphe
5) Opera Garnier
6) Musee Dulouvre and pyramide
7) Eglise du Dome
8) Pont Alexandre III
9) Laduri - famous france pattisserie

kaki aku penat gile macam nak cabut.. because of that,  i bought a skechers tone up sandal when i got back.. magically, after i used it for one day, mmg kaki hilang lenguh.. placebo effect kah? girls always come out with a reason to do shopping innit? hahha

summer fruits cheese cake

well, aritu aku kecewa gile.. aku akan berhati2 ikut resepi2 kat blog org.. ade resepi pandan chiffon cake.. guna eggs 8 bijik you all.. tapi sebab insan tersebut cam ckp cake itu best, aku pon buat lah.. bile dah siap, rasa cam bengkang kut.. ces, abes telur aku.. adakah aku yg tak reti buat.. huhu

demi mengubat kekecewaaan aku dan kawan2 yg terpaksa mkn bengkang pandan aku, aku dengan semangat nye buat summer fruits cheesecake, ikut kepala otak sendrik ini.. berdasarkan pengalaman pahit aku mencari dan bereksperimen cheesecake.. aku taktau nape, kalu aku ikut resepi orang utk buat cheesecake mesti tak jadi, keras lah, x sedap lah.. soo terpaksa ikut otak sendrik

ingredient

400gm cream cheese
1 whole tube of elmlea double cream
2 eggs
castor sugar [ikut suke]
2 tablespoon cornflour
1 whole can summer fruits [aku masak atas api soo that tak berair sgt]
1 teaspoon vanilla essence

based
half pack digestive biscuit di hancur2kan
50gm butter [ini pon ikut otak]
1 dash of ginger powder

1) buat base dulu, campurkan digestive biscuit yg dah dihancur dan butter yg telah dicairkan.. pastu masuk ginger powder.. butter tuh agak2 bley melekat kat base spring foam
2) bake biscuit based for 15 min, then sejukkan
3) combined cream cheese, cream, sugar, vanilla essence and cornflour.. jgn overbeat tau, nanti cake merekah kat tgh
4) lastly baru letak egg then masukkan summer fruits yg telah dipekatkan td [make sure pekat btol kalu tak nanti, cheesecake too cair]
5) tuang atas digestive biscuit tadi and bake for 180 degree, 20 min [depends on ur oven]
6) tp cheesecake aku kali nih merekah kat tgh, actually bile bake tuh, bile tgh2 cake tuh still lg cair [about 2-3 inches], dah kena switch off oven.. baru cheesecake smooth jee kat atas.. itu menurut tips kat internet lah..

oh, kat msia cream cheese mahal gile!!

other tips how to get a smooth surface [aku akan try next time]
1) dont over mix
2) switch off the oven when the middle part of the cake still uncooked, then letak something on top like plate ke, ape ke, so that it slowly cook
3) use water bath
4) masak slowly, bile dah masak lalukan knife at the edge so that cake tuh bley shrink

next experiment
- oreo cheesecake !!

Butthurt

i've been cycling 20-40 minutes Monday to Friday depending on whether i decided to have my lunch at home or at work.. well, a lot of my colleagues at work thought that i'm such a sports/health geek.. the truth is i'm NOT.. i just need to shed these extra kilos before the wedding, thats all.. i always do things for the wrong reasons, hahha..

lately, i notices that i start to get cramp over my bum especially when i have to cycle up hill... well, at least the GP practice sits at the bottom of a hill, so i dont have any excuse to go AWOL... hahha.. plus the lollipop pakcik in front of the school always greets me every morning..

oh lelaki berseluar pendek, i like di sini

i think i understand what does butthurt means now.. hahha

i love free stuff

aku sangat sangat gembira arini.. aku berjaya dapat perfume Miss Dior Cherry FREE!!.. yes anda tak salah baca, FREE!!

jangan salah sangka, ini bukan hadiah dari sugar daddy or bukan hasil daripada kegiatan tidak bermoral [walaupon aku ada jugak buat kegiatan tidak bermorak, tapi hasilnya agak berbeza.. hahha]

cerita begini, setelah dekat setahun setengah aku kumpul Boots points untuk dapatkan perfume free, aku agak kecewa sebab masih tak cukup untuk beli gift set perfume untuk boss, jadi aku aim Miss Dior tapi still tak cukup, soo cadang2 nak beli Lancome Tresor jee lah..

hello sayangku

akhirnya aku berjaya jugak dapat.. alhamdulillah!!.. ada seorang kawan aku mintak aku beli perfume untuk dia, ditakdirkan price for that perfume membolehkan aku dapat 3 pound worth Boots points which was just enough for me to get Miss Dior Cherry for free!!

Miss Dior Cherry, we are meant to be together.. inilah jodoh kita sayang..

Success is a relative term

Success is a relative term..

kiranya bagi sesetengah orang, berjaya berak setiap hari adalah sangat membanggakan..
berjaya kurangkan berat badan sebanyak sekilo adalah pencapaian maha hebat

tapi yang pastinya tak perlulah untuk kita compare our achievements with someone else.. coz if you try to do that, u'll never satisfy with what u've got..
cukuplah ada rumah yg kita mampu, tak perlulah banding2 kan dengan rumah banglo 3 tingkat
cukuplah bawak proton kalu itu yang kita mampu, tak perlu bergolak gadai nak beli Mini Cooper misalnya

hidup mesti berjuang di sini

tapi semangat juang mesti ada, jangan pulak malas nak berusaha dan mengharap rezeki jatuh ke riba
berusaha lah sedaya mungkin tapi kalu still tak dapat apa yang kita mahu, redha sahaja lah

i know it's difficult to accept failure, but it's part of life.. secara realitinya, dalam hidup ini mesti ade success and failure.. mana boleh nak menang jee kan.. baru lah ada asam dan garam dalam hidup

By experiencing both victory and defeat, running away, and shedding tears, a man will become a man - Shanks, Red-haired pirate, One piece

Luffy yang selama2 nih lawan sape pon tak pernah kalah, tiba2 kalah tak dapat selamatkan abg dia.. baru lah jalan cerita One Piece nih best sket.. tak best lah jugak kalu asyik menang jee kan.. 

apekehal aku melalut lak cerita pasal anime nih, hehe.. anyway, hidup kena enjoy!!

kek pisang

i've been baking chocolate cake all this while and jarang2 buat kek2 lain.. soo waktu my brother datang 2 weeks ago, i decided to make kek pisang..

ingredient

125g butter

1 1/2 cup of castor sugar

1 cup of mashed banana

1/2 tsp vanilla

2 large eggs

1/3 cup milk + 1 tablespoon lime/lemon --> buttermilk

1 1/2 cup self raising flour

1/2 teaspoon sodium bicarbonate

1) beat butter together with sugar

2) add mashed banana, eggs and vanilla and mix well

3) add flour and sodium bicarb mix well

4) add buttermilk and mix well

5) bake in oven 180 degree for 45 min

for decoration

mix 250g of soft cheese, 1 whole double cream tube 375g, icing sugar and vanilla

cut the cake into 2 layers

coated few bananas with cooking chocolate and layered it in between the cake

done

tak mungkin kerana sayang

Dalam kehidupan kita, manusia datang dan pergi.. adakala nya mereka meninggalkan kenangan manis buat kita tapi tak kurang juga perkara2 yang pahit.. 

walau apa pon,  kenangan dan pengalaman itulah yang membentuk diri kita hari ini.. ianya mematangkan diri kita dan teaches us something about life.. 

setiap yang pergi pasti ada yang bakal datang sebagai pengganti

Perasaan ditinggalkan

Aku mula tinggal di asrama dari umur 13 hinggalah sekarang, aku memang sentiasa jauh dari rumah..

Sewaktu di asrama, memang sedey lah everytime bila dah abes cuti sebab kena balik asrama.. asrama pulak jauh dekat Sg Petani nun.. kiranya kalu travel balik memang dekat 5-6 jam lah sebab xde bus direct.. homesick lah waktu form 1 dulu... dah lama2 ok sket, sebab dah ramai geng nak buat keje2 jahat..

Dah puas kat utara, masuk lak college kat area selangor.. sekali lagi kena travel jauh.. puduraya kirenya tempat wajib pegi lah everytime nak balik kampung..  sudah lah puduraya waktu itu memang gile kotor, berabuk dan crowded.. teringin lak nak tgk puduraya yg baru nih..

Kemudian belajar lak dekat oversea, lagi sekali travelling yg maha jauh.. 14 jam dekat.. rasanya memang dah muak gile kut naik flight.. mula2 dulu excited sekarang nih, memang rasa down gile bile nak naik flight..

lonely di sini

selama2 aku merantau dekat separuh dr umur aku sekarang, memang rasa sedey nak tinggalkan family kat rumah... ye lah bukan selalu jumpe, nak berkumpul ramai2 pon susah.. boss pon aku jumpe setahun sekali jee..

tapi aku rasa sedey2 aku nak merantau, lagi sedey perasaan orang yg ditinggalkan cthnye family aku dan boss..

sejak dua tahun kebelakangan ini aku dah mula rasakan bagaimana perasaan ditinggalkan itu.. kawan2 aku mula balik ke malaysia seorang demi seorang.. rasa sedey jugak.. semakin kurang teman2 nak buat activiti sama2.. sebab tempat aku sekarang agak susah nak gi bershopping dan foya2, makin mati kutu aku dibuatnya.. kalu sanggup bayar mahal2 naik taxi bolehlah kan..

tapi perasaan yang paling tak best ialah bila aku ditinggalkan dan disebabkan itu, hubungan aku dengan insan tersebut berubah 360 degree.. berubah ke benci dan dendam..  i think in certain relationships u just cant run away from that.. there is always bitterness ... no matter how hard you try to end it up nicely.. you just cant..

tahniah!! awak mengandung

selalukan dalam drama melayu, seorang doctor akan menyelak langsir dan keluar seorang wanita dari sebalik tirai tersebut dan doctor itu akan inform kepada suami atau wanita tersebut yang dia telah mengandung..

awak pregnant!! di sini

hmm.. secara logiknye, setahu aku lah dan selama yang aku practice, cara aku 'diagnose' patient itu pregnant by urine test.. aku tak guna stethoscope pon unless dia ade problem lain..

maybe dalam drama tv nampak tak dramatik sangat kut andai kata seorang doctor ngan urine dip ditangan mengucapkan tahniah kepada pasangan bertuah itu.. soo lagi best kalu ada adegan konon2 doctor itu physically examined that woman with stethoscope.. duhhh..

lagi satu pulak dalam drama melayu mesti perempuan itu ade adegan2 pening kepala nak pitam and tak terpikir langsung dia pregnant... nape eh? sbb aku rasa most women yang missed period and sexually active mesti terfikir dia pregnant.. bongek sangat kah?

aku patut buat cadangan dekat director2 filem so that derang ubah sket jalan cerita so that derang include urine dip..

aritu aku tengok cerita ngangkung.. kelakar gile cara doctor tuh takut2kan patient waktu explain pasal surgical abortion.. aku rasa aku patut practice macam itu bile balik malaysia .. kan dah byk mengandung before kawen..


jangan pulak ada makhluk ingat aku pregnant lak, kawen pon tak lagi.. 'pregnant' lemak ada lah... hhaha

budak jordan kebulur dan jakun

my bro yang belajar kat jordan datang visit with his friend. they stayed for 6 days.. di sebabkan dia baru balik dari 4 weeks europe trip dan hidup macam orang homeless.. tujuan utama dia datang melawat ialah untuk tido dan makan dan makan..

takoyaki with okonomiyaki sauce, dibelakang banana cake

plus susah nak dapat malaysia cooking ingredients dekat jordan.. so dia nih memang jakun lah dengan china town.. kat sini u can get basically everything from chinatown.. kirenya xde lah homesick sangat.. dari petai, durian, cencalok, semua boleh dapat kut... pegi shopping groceries je, semua mende dia nak campak dalam shopping trolley.. dia dah pernah pon datang UK nih sebab tuh x kisah sangat lepak kat flat and jalan2 dekat2 jee..

steamboat tomyam

so for the past few days i've been busy cooking for him.. rasa cam bela dinasour lak.. asal nampak muka aku jee, lapor..

aku akan balas dendam bila aku gi jordan tahun depan.. dasat sangatkah jordan ini sampai adik aku  nih kebulur sangat..

ps: bila dia dah balik, cleaner flat aku siap mop lagi kitchen floor sebab melekit2.. adik aku nih kalu tolong kat dapur tak pernah nak buat keje cermat2.. sepah2 sana-sini..